Why do I feel so boring and unimpressed with myself?
I've done many interesting things with my life and accomplished many of my goals.
Why am I still struggling to be socially successful?
Am I destined to be boring and awkward forever?
I'm picking goals and motivating myself to move forward, but I don't see a way out. I see distractions. Like the middle-aged man who takes cooking classes to 'spice-up' his life, when in fact the problem is a lack of base ingredients. I feel like i"m doing everything wrong and I don't know why.